Faggot Transformation 1

Hello fellow cock worshippers! I began writing a script for my next video “Faggot Transformation 1” As I was writing it occurred to me that the script itself might make a good blog post. So here it is. Please bear in mind that I am not a writer so don’t be too critical of my grammar or structure.

 

UPDATE: I just posted the completed video here Faggot Transformation Video Enjoy 🙂

 

Faggot Transformation 1

Do you remember the first time you saw a cock in real life? Maybe it was at school in the locker room showers. You remember stealing looks out of the corner of your eyes, trying to get a good look at the other boys cocks, and comparing them to yours, and wondering what it would be like to touch one.

 

 

 

Or, maybe the first time you saw a real life cock was at a urinal. You remember looking down and to the side so that you could catch a glimpse of his cock as a steady stream of piss came out of it. It made you wish that you could hold it for him and feel it in your hands.

 

 

 

Then you found a bathroom where you could watch cocks at the urinal from a bathroom stall. You would go there regularly to look at cocks while slowly jerking your own dick.

In the beginning you were just curious about other dicks, and you wanted to look closely at them, to compare them to your own. Then you found yourself wondering what they would feel and taste like.

 

 

When you had sex with women you wondered what it was that they were feeling. You would imagine yourself in her place as you slid your cock into her. Listening to her moans of pleasure just made you more curious about how it would feel to have a cock inside you.

 

 

 

When you watched porn you would put yourself in her place, imagining a hard cock in your own mouth, the feeling of a hard shaft on your tongue. Fantasizing about a man spreading your ass cheeks and sliding his thick member into your tight asshole.

You felt ashamed that you were having these thoughts and began to wonder if you were gay. You couldn’t be gay, you liked the feel and taste of pussy, but these thoughts of cock never left and were always in the back of your mind.

 

 

You began watching more porn. Looking for videos with guys with big dicks. You became obsessed with watching large cocks fucking tight asses. Big dick anal porn became your new obsession. It had to feel good to have a cock in your ass, after all the girls in the videos seemed to really love it. Especially when they got a hot load of cum squirted deep into their bowels. You began thinking more and more about cum, and you became more curious about what it would be like to see a cock cum in real life.

 

 

After a while you started watching videos of girls swallowing cum. The thought of hot warm cum entering her mouth and down her throat made you so very hot and horny.

 

 

 

 

You decided to find out what cum tasted like so the next time you jacked off you licked the cum from your hand. It tasted a little weird at first but it wasn’t bad. In fact it tasted kind of good. You decided that you liked the taste of cum and every time you came you made sure to lick it up afterwards. The more you ate your own cum the more you liked it and the more cum you wanted to taste. Maybe you were gay after all. Only gay guys like the taste of cum, right?

 

 

The feelings of shame and guilt about liking hard cocks and the taste of cum were starting to eat away at you. You felt that if anybody knew about your secret desires then they would call you a faggot. Maybe you were a faggot. You couldn’t be a faggot. Could you?

 

 

 

One day you discovered glory hole porn videos. The idea of anonymous blowjobs sent your mind reeling. You learned that there was a nearby adult bookstore that had glory holes in the video booths. You decided one day that you would go check them out and see what it was like.

You entered a booth and put some money in the video machine. You were very nervous and didn’t know what to expect. You pulled you cock out and started wacking off while watching porn videos. Then you noticed some fingers sticking out from the glory hole in the wall. You looked into the hole and saw a guy with his mouth next to the hole.

The thought of another guy sucking your dick kind of scared you. Up till now only girls had put their mouth on your cock. Hesitantly you put your cock into the glory hole. Immediately you felt the hot warmth of a mouth completely surround your hardening cock. It felt amazing. Here you were in a dirty video booth getting your cock sucked through a glory hole by an anonymous man. It was such a turn on that you shot your load very quickly. As you were cumming the stranger pushed your cock deep into his mouth and eagerly sucked all the cum from it. You never had a girl give you a blow job as exciting as this.

After you came you immediately felt like you had done something wrong and you quickly zipped up your now empty cock and left the video store.

On your way home you felt so ashamed that you let another man suck your cock. Only gay fags let other men suck their cocks. You knew that you weren’t a gay fag. Were you?

For the next few weeks you struggled with the idea that you might be gay. Whenever you would get a blow job from your girlfriend you kept thinking about that man and how he swallowed your load so eagerly. Why would he do that? Did he somehow enjoy the feeling of a cock in his mouth and cum down his throat? How could he get enjoyment from that? You knew that you loved to lick pussy and how it made you feel good to make her feel good. Maybe it was the same for sucking cock. Maybe it tasted good. Maybe it felt good to give another man pleasure. Maybe it was as good or better than licking pussy? How would you ever know? You would have to try it yourself.

The thought was scary but it wouldn’t leave you alone the more you watched cocks in porn videos the more you needed to know how they tasted and felt.

In your daily life you began looking at the bulges in men’s pants and imagining what their cocks looked like, imagining how they would feel in your mouth, and how their cum would taste. It was all too much for you.

 

 

 

 

 

One night after you had a few drinks the glory hole scene kept playing in your head. The thoughts of cock were so overwhelming that you couldn’t help yourself. You found yourself back at the adult bookstore in the video booth. This time it was you looking into the glory hole waiting to see another man’s cock.

 

 

 

Soon a young man entered the booth next to you. Your heart began to race, this was really going to happen. You noticed him put money into the video machine and pull his cock out. It was dark but the light from the video was bright enough that you could see his cock. It was beautiful. It was at least six inches, maybe seven. It was average thickness and semi hard.

Nervously you stuck your fingers into the glory hole to signal him, and put your face near the hole. He turned towards you pulled his pants down and pushed his cock all the way through the hole. Now you could see his beautiful member clearly. It was just inches from your face. You grabbed it with your hand and slowly began to stroke it. You could smell his sex, it was clean with a mild musk scent.

His cock grew harder in your hand and it felt good. This was the first time that you had ever felt another man’s cock and it felt good. It felt so good and so right that you immediately got hard. So hard that you had to free your own cock from your pants and slowly stroke it.

You began by licking his hard shaft from the base to the tip. It tasted salty and clean. You slowly put his cock head into your mouth and started to push it deeper into your mouth. You could feel his cock getting harder against your tongue. You tried to push it all the way down but it made you gag. Deepthroating wasn’t as easy as you thought it was. You tried to remember all the blowjobs you had received in the past and what the girls did to make you feel good.

You started bobbing your head on his cock and running your tongue along his shaft. He began to moan and you knew that he was feeling pleasure from your lips, tongue and mouth. This made you feel so good and horny. It seems that were doing a good job as a first time cock sucker maybe you were a natural at it. Maybe this is what you were made for. It certainly felt wonderful and his hard cock tasted great. Suddenly the man let out a quiet deep moan and his cock began twitching. He was going to cum. Your cock also twitched as you stroked it faster and faster.

This is it, you were finally going to know what it was like to feel the sensation of another man’s cum in your mouth. It was so exciting that you yourself were on the verge of cumming.

His cock twitched more and you felt it jump, it began to shoot a warm thick stream of man juice into your eager mouth. You could taste the saltiness of it. You tried to hold it all in your mouth but it kept cumming. More and more hot liquid into your mouth filling it. Your mind was spinning, you were in heaven. It kept cumming, you had to swallow it to make room for more. As it went down your throat it felt strange, it was unlike anything you had ever swallowed before. Pleasure seemed to completely sweep over your entire body and you began to cum shooting your sticky load onto the booth floor as you pushed your head deeper onto his hard member.

 

After the twitching in his cock stopped it began to get soft in your mouth. You kept sucking trying to get every last drop of his sweet cock nectar. He pulled his cock back through the glory hole and as soon as it left your mouth you felt empty like you were loosing an important part of you. You watched him through the hole put his pants back on and leave.

 

 

 

You could still taste his cum in your mouth. It was wonderful, you felt so alive and happy. Now you knew, you finally knew what it was like and how it tasted. It was the best thing that you ever experienced. It was way better than any pussy you had. You realized that you really were gay. You were a gay cock sucker and you were addicted to the taste of cock and cum. There was no shame in this. This is who you are, it’s what you were made for. You are a cock sucking faggot. You need cock in your life, you need cum in your throat.

For the first time in your life you finally have a purpose and it feels good.